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September 4, 2020 - No Comments!

Artist Feature: Come into the abstract with Amelie Hadouchi

Amelie Hadouchi is a Montreal-Canadian artist with a love for abstract and an obsession with film. At first glance, her work gives a subtle chaotic feeling; colors bleeding and bending into and along with one another; darks morphing and contrasting into bubbles that vibrate light. Yet, inside this color chaos, she instills a uniformity on the canvas — a structural hold within the piece. Each brush stroke dances with the other, luring the eye close and then into the soul. 

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Hadouchi was born in Montreal to parents who originally immigrated here from Algeria. Her father has been heavily involved in cinema as a scriptwriter, completing over 45 movie scripts with a new short on the way the two are currently working on together. Her immersion in creating and performing started at a very young age with film and theater being at the forefront — she has since never been without it.

“My upbringing was truly harmonious and open-minded. As immigrants, I saw my parents work extremely hard to give my brother and I a good life. It inspired me to be the way I am today, persistent, and determined. I was introduced to the arts at a very young age since my dad studied cinema when he first arrived in Montreal. I started working in the movie and modeling industry at the age of 5 years old. I did a lot of theatre, and I started taking painting classes at the age of 9 years old and never stopped.”

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Her involvement in cinema and performance had a lasting effect on her artistic process. Today, watching films when not working is how she passes her time. Going back to some of her favorites such as Inception, Les Intouchables, and Parasite to draw from them to help her with the conceptualization of new projects. Not just the aesthetics of them, the colors and set design, but how there’s complexity in each mixed with simplicity, and an overall humbling are all pieces she looks to for inspiration. She uses them as a portal of sorts to channel herself into another space, another time, another world. Before starting a new piece Hadouchi meditates in her own way, a more cinematic one.

“I often listen to Actors on Actors interviews since I'm really into cinema. Weirdly, listening to people talk about their craft really inspires me while I am creating. I'm always in a very relaxed state before hitting the canvas. It allows me to dig deeper and not be nervous about the outcome”

Travel has always been something that she incorporated into her life both in her work and out of the studio. Leaving the usual and taking a break, meeting new people, can spark a different view on life, a different look at a canvas or color. Getting away from her normal day to day and experiencing something different to find inspiration. Looking at photographs from past trips to relive memories and use those same emotions and color palettes she not only remembers but feels as well. Finding that unexplainable beauty in nature and relaying that onto her canvas.

“I am truly inspired by nature which is why I love traveling and connecting with natural landscapes. I am also inspired by emotions, by the people surrounding me. I’m grateful to be surrounded by positive and inspiring people. When I connect with them I have to rush to the canvas right away. People have a pretty crazy effect on my creativity. I work at home in Montreal but I also work in Laval just outside Montreal. I like going to Laval because, in just 25 minutes, I’m out of the city and in a beautiful forest so I often go for hikes there with my family. I get my dose of nature that way, I need it!”

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Amelia doesn’t have a television subscription and chooses not to watch the news too much or read the paper. Blocking out the outside world and all of its publicized tragedy is a way for her to find harmony in herself and spread that to others in any way she can. 

“For a very long time I would feel helpless and it would affect me a lot in negative ways. Now, I contribute in the ways I can and spread awareness when I believe it’s needed.”

An artist’s self-depreciation can be a tormenting trait that can either cause greatness or hurt themselves and their work. The battle between that is one of the biggest challenges for Amelia and one she is actively trying to correct. 

“I'm a perfectionist and I put a lot of pressure on myself. It goes so fast in my head. I do a show and I'm already thinking about my next move. What I learned this year is to appreciate every single step and take the time to do so.” 


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Follow her Instagram @ameliahadouchi

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June 29, 2018 - No Comments!

Artist Feature: Alexandra Rubinstein

Photo Credit: Ida Tietgen

Russian born, New York-based artist Alexandra Rubinstein’s work makes you double take. Your thumb jerks back up as you scroll past it on Instagram, it’s intriguing, draws you in. To some it’s electrifying, others may find it offensive. But Rubinstein doesn’t care about that. She just wants to keep creating. Her work puts pressure on people; it challenges the status quo. It doesn’t matter to her whether you are a sensitive liberal or conservative republican. She creates work that has a message, broadens views, it puts one in an unfamiliar situation that forces recognition. But most importantly there’s humor in it. Rubinstein is a big believer in humor being one of the most important ways in which people connect. One can either see an uncomfortable image of John Hamm looking up at them starry-eyed and be disgusted or giggle at the pope smiling between a pair of legs seeing the play on power dynamics and societal sexual views. Either way, it’s hard not to smirk a bit. We love what Rubinstein’s doing and want her to keep it up. See for yourself below and if you aren't already following her, start to, @therubinstein.

Your work is very leveled, touches on a lot of things, some people may find it offensive, some find it empowering. Do you think about that when creating, pushing buttons and taking people to that uncomfortable place they may not like?

I’m in a bit of a bubble in New York and rarely think about my work pushing buttons. And in the context of art history and the art world, I don't think it’s offensive. That said, in work and personal life, I don’t like to adhere to expectations placed on me by society. So even within this liberal bubble, there is still discomfort around a woman creating work that plays around with power dynamics and sexuality through the objectification of men. Which is good, that is part of the problem I’m trying to address. We need to stop equating sexuality and beauty with women’s bodies, because that’s what’s perpetuating the societal pressure for us to look and behave a certain way, inevitably leading to oppression.

What drives you to keep creating? The people who view and buy your pieces want to be stimulated, but what keeps you stimulated creatively?

I feel most fulfilled and confident when I’m making work. The more I make, the more ideas I get, the more stimulated I am to create. More often than not, ideas organically pop into my head shaped by things I’m reading, seeing, going through, and they develop over time. I think visually, but language is a big part of my work as well. It’s most obvious in titles of the pieces. Reading tends to be one of the most stimulating past times for me. I’m a big fan of sociological books, autobiographies and personal essays — understanding people, how we operate and why.  


What are you working on lately?

The Dream Come True is the most known series that I’ve been working on since 2015. It seemed to resonate with people and I’m always exploring different ways I can connect it to our current climate and keep developing the idea further. So I have a couple of pieces for it in the works. Repetition is also a recurring theme in my work, I think it’s powerful in a similar way that scale is, and more so when you’re using a social media platform to distribute images. No one subject is too important, they function as a group.

Another series I’ve worked on recently is a collection of pieces centered around Jon Hamm as a distant muse. Drawing on his on-screen persona, I used his image to invoke a male idea and explore female fantasy and desire. One of the pieces I was particularly excited about - Hammered, was a 3 dimensional, interactive painting that pulls the sex scene from Bridesmaids between Jon Hamm and Kristen Wiig and displays it in a boardwalk cutout format. With Wiig’s character’s face removed, anyone can enter the scene and be entered, or “Hammered” by Hamm. The added partition mimics the movie screen, inviting an audience and spotlighting the staged union. This cutout format, originally known as a comic foreground, invites play and brings lightness to human sexuality. It dismisses the passive role traditionally assigned to women. Along with the Thirsty series, I’m interested in making more work that’s interactive and lends itself to video, creating a more immersive experience.


I know that you support and donate some of your profits to Planned Parenthood — why Planned Parenthood?

Planned Parenthood is the best-known organization that provides women with affordable reproductive care and with government pulling its funding, it has come to represent the attack on women’s bodies in the current political climate. I do donate specifically to the South Texas branch because it's one of the least funded. So I’m using it for its visibility, giving people an immediate idea of priorities and stance. That said, I’ve also used proceeds to donate to the Puerto Rico relief, and have other causes I donate to personally.


What do you want to say in your work, what do you want people to take away?

I want to challenge old notions of gender, power, and intimacy, and explore how culture shapes and perpetuates these stereotypes. To reframe the heterosexual female perspective as underrepresented, playful, assertive, and also visceral - drawing attention away from our appearance and onto men. I want people to enjoy looking at my work and be entertained by it. I want some pieces to make people laugh and I want them to resonate and hopefully broaden their perspective. I also want to highlight the biased reaction people may have to my work because of my gender.





August 25, 2017 - No Comments!

Cheyenne Randall

Having spent most of his twenties coming in and out of San Francisco, appropriation artist Cheyenne Randall (@Indiangiver) recently visited for a week to work on a few projects. GRØSS got to catch his install of a piece in the Mission at the soon to be opening Fox Sister and instigated his rants about trying to be active, Instagram and not talking about the uncomfortable shit.

Randall is well known for his shopped tattoo series — taking pictures of celebrities and giving them some traditional ink. Lately, he has been getting into more motion and 3-D art as well as getting involved in music and a film titled “Warrior Women” with Christina King and Dr. Elizabeth Castles.

His work isn't supposed to make you feel warm and comfortable — It makes you double take, pushes your buttons and dances on that thin line of right and wrong. Being Native American and an artist, he feels like it is his responsibility, now that he is gaining recognition, to become more active especially in today’s world of social media and he isn’t afraid of speaking his mind about it, “You kind of have this responsibility to decide like am I going to be this dude just posting pics of me ballin' with a blunt hanging out of my mouth or am I actually going to get involved... The Native community is kind of dead, people don’t even know we exist." He blames a lot of this lack of knowledge on the education system and how Native American history is barely taught in schools. But it isn’t just problems with his heritage — it’s everyone, all races, and how there is this obliviousness that is all too common. “I do everything I can to stand up for every race. You get some these fucking hippies man, that live in this fantasy land where everything is nice. Nobody wants to talk about the uncomfortable shit and in the meantime, all this crazy shit happens because people aren’t willing to talk about it.”

Randall’s frustrated with this new general public status quo of everything being alright. “People just don’t really care because their fucking phones aren’t loading fast enough. My friends are more excited about the new iPhone or whatever coming out than they would be if they found out something like stem cell research can be used to cure cancer. There’s just not enough public interest.”

Like most artists today, Randall has to rely heavily on Instagram to stay current —
uploading posts at certain times, using keywords and hashtags, trying to keep coming up at the top of people’s feeds. These things are necessary to be able to keep doing what he is doing but it definitely infuriates him.

“It makes me feel kind of sick and narcissistic sometimes because I’m not like that. I’m not a big hashtagger or really fuck with any of that shit really because I think it’s all teenage bullshit. It feels so fabricated, and in a lot of ways, it is. It’s like this neurotic bullshit that you are feeding to this part of society. There’s like algorithms and shit to it that you have to follow which just feeds that bullshit narrative.”

One aspect of this social-media-crazed public that freaks Randall out is how people think they know someone based on just their accounts and what they post. To be friends with them, to feel like they know a person based on their posts and how easy it is to appear a certain way through social media. “It’s weird sometimes, I think people meet me sometimes and are disappointed because I’m not who they think I am based on my Instagram. They think I am this well put together Instagram page. It’s annoying but at the same time, it’s a game that I somehow put myself in it. But I make it fun and still post a bunch of goofy shit. You can’t take it too seriously, but it’s hard not to.”

Randall will be part of the Life is Beautiful festival in Las Vegas Sept. 22-24, doing a show called Crime on Canvas with a number of other artists. One of the other artists is Randall’s hero, Ron English. “Ron was one of the first guys to really attack a wall and I have always looked up to him. Just to have my name near his is an honor.”

Peep his Instagram here: @indiangiver